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NEW BLOG, AGAIN.

2010-11-20T17:35:00.001+08:00

HEY LADIES,

Click ME to go to my new blog =) Thanks

My Tumblr.

2010-02-06T21:13:00.006+08:00

I'm using Tumblr. as an alternate blog. Do give it a visit =)

Click on it to visit my Tumblr's blog.

To part with life.

2009-12-23T11:16:00.004+08:00

I don't know life can be that fragile.

He who hold much future in his hand, who could carve his own life the way he wanted it to be... had he live on, nothing was impossible.

But just as life has it's end, 17 years was just too short. I can't help but find myself weeping and regretting. It is too much to take in.

But sorrows in our heart do not bring joy to him, maybe. But joy in our mind does bring smile to our life.

Rest in Peace Wenfeng. Our heart will always have a place for you.

SPM is history.

2009-12-08T23:19:00.003+08:00

The dreadful SPM has ended (finally!).

After few weeks of sleepless nights, I can finally bid goodbye to this sucka. I knew Chemistry wasn't my forte and I know I'll surely flop but I also know I couldn't care less about it!

Yeah, after the final bell rang, everyone including me seems to be normal, it's not like after post-PMR drugfest's high. Ish. Oh, and I broke my friend's toy helicopter's remote control. Assbitch! The 100000meter-long ~~dick~~ antenna became L-shaped when I ter-kicked it. Damn funny, but end up paying. CB my daily allowance gone. Just like that! (Imitating Ching Weng)

Went to watch 2012 too, Doug and the gang too. It was okay I guess. Had dinner at the new Sanga! Saw Alan and Yi or Cin or Yi. Or Cin. WTF. Can't differentiate la you ~~gays~~ guys!

Awesome night. See ya. Welcome to my world of abrupt ending.

Tata.

Tribulation T_T

2009-09-04T13:20:00.002+08:00

Ooooh, first off... my history is a goner for sure.

Sorpo called to wake me up this morning. It was fortunate as I set my alarm to 6pm! Sheesh. Had a rough night as I got up to study for my history which was basically pointless. I just can't get the fucking facts into my head.

NOT forgetting that I've got a swollen eye. Which is fucking pain lor. And all the medicines isn't helping at all except for my sleep. LOL. These nights are raping me updownleftright. I got pimples to prove that! Sucks.

So that's the first week of trials. Next week will be hell definitely! 2 weeks to go. Sigh.

Hello.

2009-08-13T19:26:00.003+08:00

Well hello there.

Howdy.

I know it's been quite some time.

In fact, it's been a month plus?

Why am I so lazy?

Cos maybe I found better things to do?

Than just blog.

Many things happened in this period of time =D

I'm glad everything is fine.

And I appreciate it.

Well anyway, will try to blog more.

Trial is coming though, which is scary.

Toodle. (OMG, lazy lazy)

Transformers: ROTF

2009-06-27T02:30:00.000+08:00

Oh watched Transformers: Revenge of the Fallen with the gang. Great movie. 9/10 =D

Ee, sorry short post. Too lazy to write long long these days. Toodle.

RIP MJ

2009-06-26T12:39:00.001+08:00

Michael Joseph Jackson

(August 29, 1958 – June 25, 2009)

T___Tsob.

Dot Dot Dot

2009-06-13T15:56:00.002+08:00

RAWRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.

What is the meaning of this?

I spent the whole day doing this one freaking BM homework 'n I do the wrong part?!

What do you mean? What do you mean?!

Rawr. Damn pissed off right now -_- go to hell.

OMG.

2009-05-29T15:08:00.001+08:00

Today miracle happened!

MSN is back. LOL.

MSN = WTF = TMNUTSUCK

2009-05-27T13:46:00.003+08:00

Update : 28th May 2009 - Still no luck on my MSN. I'm getting really tulannnn! 4-letter word coming out soon gawdamnit.

Hello there.

Anyone having problem signing into MMSN? Or anything that has to do with our dear Microsoft's Windows Live? I do! So do Khoon and Doug!

Damn it! I can't check my mail for days now and I have no way to IM friends. Okay-lah, I'm using eBuddy now but what the freak, I want to use MSN! Craaaap.

Bash you, hit you TMNUT although it's not entirely your fault.

Randomness!

2009-05-23T22:37:00.001+08:00

LOL, apparently someone made a search on Mrs. Wee Muar. What the heck?!

LOL.

2009-05-21T19:03:00.003+08:00

Hello people.

LOL. I haven't been blogging regularly I know. Cos I'm lazy and tired and erm, lazy.

I'm hooked to Super Junior's Sorry, Sorry. Their dance choreo was awesome.

That's all. Till then. Toodle!

=.=

2009-05-12T13:48:00.005+08:00

LOL, wtf. My BM teacher came to see me today and said

"Eh Tristan, I heard you got a lot of BM tips right? Come share a bit la."

"Not really la, teacher. A bit only."

"I heard Bistari gave you a lot leh?"

"Why? Tips only, not sure it comes out or not"

"I think we need to talk"

Crap, then she asked me to see the headmaster etc etc =.= then some teachers come n asked me where I got it from blah blah blah, then some scolded me =.= omfg.. Like I am not the only with the tips OKAY, why just say me =.=" swt la.

Like wtf, people tell you the tips, then I just copy la, lol. Free things come who don't want. Plain w-e-i-r-d these teachers.

Anyway, I slept through the whole EST papers =D Paper 1 was difficult. Paper 2 tutup dua mata.

Red.

2009-04-23T19:54:00.007+08:00

Mrs. Wee English Tuition theme of the week : RED.

Okay la, not all wearing red : ( I'm wearing pink and Trev, orange. LOOL.

I looked unhappy. Yeah, I am. So what? : )

BLU next week!

Smile, always...

Screwed.

2009-04-19T17:02:00.006+08:00

Cancelled my driving practice at the last minute. Of course my dad scolded me. But I care not. I hate doing things in the morning especially when I totally screw myself up in parking the day before.

Why can't we just drive without going through all these processes. Like duhhh, you're not gonna drive manual when you got auto cars. That's why our neighbor south can easily get their license. Get to choose between auto and manual.

Well, I still get to skip today's lesson so no complain. Got up, breakfast (or lunch?), bath, straight to Malacca.

I hate shopping =.= when I start, I can't stop. When you see your wallet is full of papers, you damn happy, when they are gone, you feel damn f**ked-up. So now I'm broke. And dad don't want to give me moolah and he is damn adamant although I coaxed him that I'm actually broke before I even started the spree.

LOL.

I control can? I have to pay for my own tuition fees weh. The hell... And I have to pay for the new external harddisk which cost well over 200. The hell!!??! But the latter still okay, meaning I get to have more spaces. But the hell. I hate being broke.

Gonna starve next week in school. Anyway, ta.

p/s: Don't judge me by my blog. Like some people who carry gossips and rumors around the earth. Hate them. Caught you, and bye you go.

Hate-day and new baby.

2009-04-12T23:42:00.012+08:00

My official most hateable day is the day before Easter 2009.

WTF. My parents got a new baby!!!

Narghh. It's just another puppy. Darn loh, asked them not to get another dog but so damn keras kepala one them.

Oh anyway, meet ~~Violet~~ Harmony. Scarlett's niece. Seriously!

So damn cute too. She keep sleeping on my lap... damn comel one ok. Period.

p/s: Saw the sleepy-looking-eyed Swan at Witchery. This girl damn kao din belanja then walked off.

I probably suffer alone.

2009-04-08T09:14:00.014+08:00

I hate yesterday. But I still like it, maybe.

Was supposed to go Physic tuition yesterday. Okay, I did went, but for half and hour or so then I bailed XD went to my aunt's house a while who just came back from Hong Kong.

So on the way back, I saw Vincent speeding out from the 99 Food Court. So... *flash flash*, *hempit* him to one side and talk. End up going for an early drink-tea session at Witchery, his second home?

Stayed there and talk all sort of bullshits. Then go around Muar then go see monkeys at Tanjung, then to town again. Went back straight at 6 cos tuition ends at 6? Haha.

And duh, chemistry tuition was the boring-est of all... I didn't talk much yesterday =.= and it was weird. Hate this part right here~

Anyway after tuition, dad came to fetch me. End up me hogging his car when I took him to my Grandma's house. Loool. And I think he deliberately set up the normally-unused GPS before letting me go. Probably to see how far I go cos I did mention I'm just going somewhere close but naturally la, he doesn't seem to believe.

Of course, I did not went somewhere close. Went to Vin's place 'cos he wanted to drive his mum's car. But he drove super pro liao, only thing is he needed someone to accompany him in the lokap if, IF la, we happen to get caught by the police. Haha, damn him.

After that, went back to his house again, got into car, went Little Cafe, and chill out there. No doubt we look like a gay couple since there's only two of us. Other friends bailed out at the last moment okay! Trev doesn't want to come, the rest are lazy. Not our fault.

Picture of the day.

Perfect girlfriend.

2009-04-06T00:08:00.008+08:00

Some people says I've a high standard expectation of a girlfriend, it's untrue okay.

Tristan Tan's Essentials and Expectations from a Perfect Girlfriend.

She must not be the same height as me. (Figure out?)
She must be dead straightforward. (So she can tell me if she dislike me, lol)
She must be an independent girl. (So I can depend on you, lol kid you)
She must be caring and jaga me. (I'm quite yang ngor one)
She must love me. (I'm vulnerable, I expect a lot of love, lol)
She must be humorous as well. (I don't want to be the only one joking)
She must appreciate me. (LOL, 'nuff said)
She must respect my space. <-- Important!
She must have a pair of pretty eyes. (So she can zap me to death with them anytime)
She must be a blend of maturity and childishness. (So she can give me advice and a fun girlfriend as well! lol)
She must be a girl. <-- MUST.

See, it's not that bad okay. LOL, I guess I'm just stating all good point...

(Edited - Once)

Updates.

2009-04-05T22:55:00.013+08:00

Highlights of the week.

My school got first in the Drama Competition of their own division, no that it matters much but hey, first is still first.
First in Public Speaking too, if I'm not mistaken.
Huini is awesomely super skinny. *Highlight this*

Oookay, hello there friends. Sorry for the absence yet again. I'm just too lazy to update regularly, thus explaining the plain title in this entry.

First of all, today I'm damn tulan and suew loh. Weixian told me that there's a new hair saloon somewhere in Sg. Abong. So, I planned to go and have a haircut there. But problem is, where the hell is the saloon! I drove around the frickin' Jalan ~~Damn~~ Cenderawasih and ALL I see are houses.

Then when I thought my suewness is over, I switched on my PC today after abandoning it for so long. Then it shows a WTF window32 file missing. (Window32 is some vital file in Windows OS)

First thing I think of is whether all the folders and files could be back-up or not since I can't pass the damn booting screen. Shit. Don't know what I swear the other day, make me so suew loh today.

Sigh, my moral kursus also not completed yet. My BM oral not prepared. Walao. Results of procrastination lah, my friends. Damn stress when I think of them now. LOL.

Oh, remember I said Malaysia got like 968755235 holidays in a year? There will be holiday on Wednesday and Friday the following week wtf. Really damn lucky lah us Malaysians. So if anyone say being a Malaysian suck, you can ask them go some other country who got like 5 public holidays in a year.

Ah speaking of Malaysia, let's enter Najib, Badawi step aside. He's our new Prime Minister, 6th one to be exact. 6th since our Merdeka 52 years ago. Blame Mahathir for being the fourth one for so damn long. Don't ISA me. Thanks.

And I seriously need to go shop for something. Someone said go shopping sure must buy things, otherwise I'll be just sitting at home and online everyday. So true, so true. I'm an online geek liao. I need to get a new pencil case from Quiksilver or Esprit and some shorts. And a wallet. Oh hey I've been saying that for ages. Orh well... Can't find a time to go shopping anymore, since my Sunday, like today, is packed full with tuitions so bye bye family time. My mum don't seems to be bothered though... LOL!

Anyway, thanks for reading my another-mundane-life. Lol.

Smile, baby.

Of car practical and uber-sick.

2009-03-29T12:32:00.007+08:00

Got up really early in the morning but continue sleeping on the sofa outside. Trev's room is always freezing, and my nose is pretty sensitive to cold. And besides, I'm sick. From sorethroat to cough, cough to headache, and then to body ache. Now flu...

Worse, I had to go for car's practical this morning. Oh, not forgetting I was having a bad stomach upset. So I guess the morning was very much screwed-up. The fact the instructor was a wussy didn't help much either. Impatient, hot-tempered and only speak Hokkien and mandarin. I don't understand his words la. So dalam one. So I just nod to everything he said. But being a snobbish fag he is, he said "you keep nodding, you understand what I tell you meh? Then what is this for....blahblahblah". Fark la.

At one point, I almost feel like shouting at him but I didn't la =) I was glad it ended after an hour plus. Can't stand him any more than that. I was literally in heaven when he ended it XD

Here, I would like to apologize to everyone who I "ignored" on my phone. I couldn't answer your call unless you want to talk to a 80-year-old Tristan. I couldn't reply your sms because I'm literally shaking in cold the whole day, fingers numb la in short :) But thanks for the care, friends. Really appreciate it! And sorry Vin, you the only one who know how bad my voice is.

I'm so very tired... Visibly sick man. No appetite because of the fever.

iPhone 3G.

2009-03-27T22:23:00.006+08:00

Whoohoo~

16gig of wonders, baby. Have to wait a day for it to activate though.

* * *

Skipped school today 'cos of the endless cough. Initially wanted to ponteng Lit class too but scared I get ketinggalan lor. I always skip school on Friday 0.0! My cousin from Singapore is staying at my house for few days (I think...) so had to vacate my room for him. Yer, very the hate my parents one, remove the extra bed in the guest room.

Anyway, went for Bistari today jugak 'cos ahem, I skipped yesterday's. Lol. All bout skipping classes right? Don't say like that lah, I don't want to skip also one lah.

ok ok.

Ciao!

R.I.P, Scarlett.

2009-03-25T23:06:00.008+08:00

My dachshund got knocked by a car and died. Fuck the driver la. Screw him kao kao.

In the memory of Scarlett "Spider" Johansson a.k.a pretty hot dog.

August 2008- March 25th 2009

Rest in peace, baby. Rest in peace.

Pissed and officially pissed, still.

And the winner of the W.U. goes to...

2009-03-17T16:20:00.004+08:00

Sekolah Menengah Convent. *Clap*

I guess I can finally blame the P&VP for ruining everything! Mwahahaha. Okay, a summary on yesterday's event. Pictures later.

The ceremony started late like usual, like every year so it's 3pm. Not that bad though at least get to chit-chat around. The seats in front were full so we got no choice but to settle for the back seats wtf. I was like alone when Vincent ran off. It's just me, J and Kah Ling staring blankly at each other. LOL.

Oh well I saw Jared and his haha head. Funny weh. I could only recognize him with hairs but not the crew cut under the beanie. Anyway, the performances are okay I guess. One of the music accompanying a dance performance even had "fuckfuckfuck lyrics". LOL. Then the HSM drama was worse. It's like chaomachaoma something. Walao weh. Seriously la, there were kids there no joke.

After wrapping up, few of us plan to go for steamboat dinner. I guess you can say the other rest of the Interactors were there at Sanga. Got ourselves a table and ate. Was cool until the table behind me, don't know which idiot la, spilled his/her water and kena my Tee. WTF. The worse thing is when I turned, everyone act like tak tahu. Hahahaha. XUEN XUEN XUEN XUEN XUEN XUEN is so muscular.

Went for a movie with the rest, Shana went home, Ah Yong no transport, only left Doug, Ying, Jess, Rui and Ange to watch the really shitty Dragon Ball: Evolution. A warning to everyone who hasn't watch it, DON'T. It's really shitty. B-grade film! Even Goku is an angmoh, what can you expect more! I almost fell asleep on the less-than-comfortable-seat.

As promised, pictures later. And congratulations to all the schools for the hard work. Okay, maybe not my own school. Toodle.

World Understanding Day, not The-World-Now-Hates-You Day & It's my SWEET SEVENTEEN!

2009-03-15T23:11:00.005+08:00

Hi people. We just had W.U. today. It was tiring and well, ridiculous.

Not only people get to understand the other schools better, they get to understand the true nature of the Vice-Pres too. Double joy. Hurray.

Okay, I will blurt out. He was like an autocrat, ordering people around, even to the point of pissing the outsiders off by halau-ing them from entering for the exhibition. I wonder why nobody belasah him yet. It is the most absolute, completely utter utter rubbish weh. YY, Peisi and Ka Huat came to see, but the mtfk VP chased them away. WTF?

Okaylah, since it's my birthday today, not dwelling into this anymore : D Firstly I would like to thank everyone who had been so sweet today. LOL

Arigato Han Ying for the cakes, Wei Xien for the run-over-me wish, that was uhh... unique, Sze Ting and Swan for the wishes, Emmely for the really shy awkward hello, that was funny, Ying Ying for being so sweet for wishing me through SMS although we were chatting halfway on MSN, Mich for forgetting but still made a point from calling after that, Wei Xian for frankiefying me, Trev for "Happy Fday" me, stupid bro, Weng and Samuel for singing birthday song for me in school today, Yuan Yeeh for wishing me at 12am, Yana for telling me how 17 is still young, Pinko for wishing me but me not knowing her number and get a ticking off today, and those High School boys that I don't even know but shook my hands, not forgetting Huini, Yenn, Wan and alot more... damn how could I forget :! Oh and of course friends who gave me wishes on Friendster. Thanks many many. And as well on Facebook too! You know who you are (okay, that's lame excuse for not remembering everyone!)! Oh and to my cousin from NZ, Tracey too : D! And and Aly and my sis and niece and nephew too :D

Happy Birthday to KaHuat and Shanice too!

Preparing for World Understanding.

2009-03-14T21:32:00.005+08:00

Long story short, everything was ridiculous today. Ridiculous ridiculous ridiculous. I know. I love to use this word.

I heard some boys from HSM fought among themselves. I saw how stupid whatever shitface of my school Interact's leader can be. Total shitface. I didn't really help out beside sweeping the place up 'cos he freaking tell us to fuck off when he is fucked-up himself. I got real dulan. And they know how dulan I am. He again show the dogpoo face when one of my friend from HSM called his name. You thought your name very yeng meh. Showing off the doggy-pissed face. He also made racist remarks on one of the boy from HSM (again) when he told us that we must not embarassed our school by bickering with the other school.

It's not all-bad though. Managed to chill with the other schools and talk a fair bit. Unlike the rest of my school Interact's members who kept to themselves, their counterpart from the other schools were really friendly and sociable.

In the end. Life's short. Why so serious?

Of W.U. Day preparation and worldly desires.

2009-03-13T19:07:00.008+08:00

Okay, so today I log in into Friendster and was surprised at how desperate the creator is to lure in new users. Of course lah now the primera social webby is the undisputed Facebook. So the very clever Friendster adopted a new feature. Which I should say, share a resemblance to Facebook's tracker.

Seeing double : D?

Alright, back to the topic. Tomorrow will be the first day of preparation for the W.U. Day. World Understanding for the uninitiated. Same four school taking part this year... well namely SAS, SMC, SAB and HSM. I can pretty much guess how my school will fare this year by just looking at how uh hum, it's harsh but yeah... how bad the higher up this year are. I'm not exactly criticizing on them, yes I do love the club but not them. You can say the whole club is just between the president and the second-in-command. They did everything themselves and not even tell us (the rest of the members) things that should be told. Heck they even implemented some really ridiculous system and rules which I deem contradictory to what they preach. I hope I doesn't dwell too much in the situation now. Endorphins overdrive. All in all, them both are trying to control the whole club like a play-toy.

I secretly suspect my dad is going to get me a DSLR! Well, I hope lah. Don't want to put my hope too high lah, later if kena dash memang sakit hati one loh. I find it funny at how my dad always lecture us on being thrifty but he is always the one who "ajak" us to buy all these. Like father like son, really. No joke. I don't want to splurge like hell. I feel really bad spending during this bad time.

p/s: Owh wtf? Did I mention it's holiday? A week!

I crave the sale!

2009-03-10T17:00:00.000+08:00

I'm seriously going to Quiksilver this week. There's so much thing! Damn it.

It was hell lot of fun.

2009-03-09T17:01:00.012+08:00

Hey there. Here's the entry on the trip to KL yesterday.

Okay-lah, I slept at 3am that night (or morning) contrary to what I told Yana that I would sleep at 12 that night. Well, loool. And so here I go sleeping an hour before getting up to shower and stuff.

Walao, when I got out to the town, there was damn ahpek and some nocturnal couples already having dimsums at the kopitiam liao. It was like 5.30 in the morning man! Wtfreak.

So we boarded the bus at 6. It was freezingggggg cold in the bus man. And the aircond for my seat was stuck so the air blew at me directly. Why did I snatched the place from Ah Chuan. Luckily I brought my jacket otherwise I get hypotermia.

Blank . . . . . Was sleeping so can't really remember. I'm backtracking everything okay! Bad memory weh.

Oh yeah, we stopped at Seremban's restpoint for breakfast before continuing. When we got there, half of our the friends just went into a cafe there so the rest of us were like "Nevermind nevermind, they rich people one, first stop already go inside, we poor... eat nasi lemak enough". Lol. DAMN funny la when they saw us outside and all of them came out again.

First stop was Zoo Negara.

With Vincent and Trev.

Honestly speaking lah, this is my first time to Zoo Negara. I mean maybe all of the gang there too. Not exactly excited over it. Vincent particularly. He didn't even bother to finish the place, only complaining about how hot the weather was. Ha.

Groupy : D

WTFace.

First timer la weh. Forgive us la.

Sorry we're a bunch of posers : (

Jarrod digging the ape's nose.

The place was huge la. Okay, I don't really know how big but it requires a lot of walking so I say it's huge. Admittedly, it was really hot that day. Somemore the the drinks etc etc were ridiculously priced. Entrance price for a bottled water cost RM2. Then the deeper we went, the more expensive it goes.

Hugeass elephant.

Prehistoric age! Look at the mountain afar.

Wahaha, I like this picture. I don't know why.

Do-Re-Mi LOL.

Discotheque.

The Attack of The SMS-ers!

First subject - Vincent.

Spotted #2 subject - "Pure Ng Chee 'Dirty' Chuan".

Photographed by the stalker Vincent.

Vincent: "WTF, here no toilet one is it?"

Here's what happened when you caught a fish off-guard...

"OMFGBBQMAMASAVEME!" Haha, can see the snot coming out : )

Second stop was the chocolate manufacturing place, fondly called Chocolate Manufacturing Place 'cos I don't even bother to enter the place. I heard from them that the chocolates are freaking expensive you run at first sight. Not surprisingly the people who entered came out as fast as the time taken for Usain Bolt to run the 100m dash.

Time Square was next. Okay, I'm not going to argue that TS is the shittiest shopping mall I ever visited. It's dark, smelly, ugly, dark, smelly, ugly. Did I just repeat myself? Uh huh. It's shit la. 'Nuff said. It's like a pasar malam in a building. Trev took us (me and Vin) to Pavillion which is just nearby. Finally getting out of hell into the heaven. We were complaining non-stop about how dark shitty TS was the whole way. Lol.

We went to Topman first because Vincent wanted to inject more clothes into his wardrobe. I thought of buying board shorts from Quiksilver but damn the tight budget. But I got my CoolWater so I'm happy :D

Freaking fried rice and chickens that cost RM17+

Trev and his beef's rice.

Vincent had chickens too : D

After dinner, we headed back to the bus. The teacher-in-charge cancelled our next stop, Petaling Street : ( I initially wanted to get some kikikokok things there. But we settled for Melaka instead. So down we go.

At Pahlawan.

And then Vincent got stomachache.

Like really bad.

Like really really bad.

Hahahaha. Kena caught.

So sorry for your stomach, friend. But here's another one.

I didn't know you camwhored on my camera! Class.

Toodle.

Of ferrying your son & school trip.

2009-03-07T22:09:00.004+08:00

My dad complained like a wussy today. 'Cos he had to ferry me up and down from house to school and then back home in like an hour?

Okay, I've got physic this morning but then again I got Interact's meeting in school at 10. At least I made a point of appearing at Mr Tang's k! My dad put me off at Mr Tang's place at 9.10 and went to work. I called him at 9.50 to datang fetch me :P Wahahaha. Then he asked what time will the meeting be finished. I told him I "speculate'' around 12. So he decide to go back to factory. But then the unexpected happen (for him la), the meeting was so short I can tell you I'm 100% sure it's even shorter than my dachshund's legs. So, I gave my pop a call at 10.30wtf? He's like wtf too lah. So we both wtf wtf loh.

Hey again. I will be going to KL tomorrow for a school trip. It is hosted by the school's Buddha Club. Some more have to be at school by 5.30. A.M. sia. It is suppose to be lawatan sambil belajar. But I think is lawatan sambil shopping. LOL. Or lawatan sambil main-main.

Okay, toodle. Got nothing to write anymore : (

Tagged by Weixien.

2009-03-01T00:39:00.008+08:00

100 truths, tag 10 people to do the same. Don't forget to tag!

WHAT WAS YOUR:
Last beverage → Plain water loh.
Last phone call → Mummy.
Last text message → Yana!
Last song you listened to → Spitfire by Prodigy.
Last time you cried→ Last August I think.

HAVE YOU EVER:
Dated someone twice → Nope.
Been cheated on → Nope.
Kissed someone & regretted it → Not really.
Lost someone special→ Yeap.

IN THE PAST MONTH HAVE YOU:
Fallen out of love → Nope!
Laughed until you cried → No no!
Met someone who changed your life → Not yet.
Found out someone was talking about you → All the time : p
How many people on your top friends do you know in real life? → Mostly all.

Do you have any pets → My dachshund.

Do you want to change your name → Never!
What time did you wake up today → 7.30am.
What were you doing at midnight last night → Online.

Name something you cannot wait for → Being with someone special.
The last time you saw your father→ Hours ago.
What's one thing you wish you could change→ The past.
Have you ever talked to a person named Tom → Not yet. LOL
What's getting on your nerves right now → My inability to sleep well.

What's your name → Tristan Tan Xun Wei.
Elementary/Primary School→ St. Andrew Pri.
Middle/Secondary School → St. Andrew Sec.
High School → Musical!
Hair color → Black.
Long or short → Short.
Are you a health freak → Almost.
Righty or lefty → Righty.

FIRSTS :
First surgery → Few years back. Appendix!
First piercing → Left ear.
First best friend → Ah Lau.
First sport you joined → Football.
First pet → My hamster!
First vacation → China!

CURRENTLY :
Eating → Nothing.
Drinking → Water.
Waiting → Call.

YOUR FUTURE :
Want kids? → Yar. They are damn adorable okay!
Want to get married?→ Depends.
Careers in mind? → Psychologist.

HAVE YOU EVER :
Kissed a stranger → Hell no.
Drank Wine/Beer/alcohol → Occasionally.
Lost glasses/contacts → Yes.
Ran away from home → Never.
Broken someone's heart → Sadly, yes :(
Been arrested → Never.
Cried when someone died → Yes! ( WTF hahaha, can't stop laughing at XIEN's answers )

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
Yourself → Half-half.
Miracles → Sometimes.
Love at first sight → Yes and no.
Heaven → No.
Kiss on the first date→ No.
Angels → Yes, in the form of humans : )

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY :
Is there one person you want to be with right now? → I guess so.
Had more than one ~~boyfriend~~/girlfriend at one time? → No.
Do you believe in God? → Sorry but no, never will.

I used to...

2009-02-28T22:53:00.003+08:00

Hey there. I know this is just another random entry because I'm bored. Apart from the sien Physic tuition this morning, which I can proudly says that I was not late there today! Bangga.

Anyway, to spice the almost-plain entry up, let us play "I used to...''.

OK-lah, to kick things, I used to...

Think that boys drooling over cars are uncool.
Speak mandarin to my mum. Which is just weird when I think back.
Be introverted. What a contrast, you might say.
Have a crush on Swan. That was years ago back in primary!! Don't kill me, ST&S!
Dressed like nobody-cares-you.
Think I would be a policeman when I grow up.
Create words and lashing them out at my friends and looking at their bewildered face.
Think that money can solve everything. Obviously, it couldn't lah =.=
Fail at reciting A to Z. And spelling February as Febuary.
Be very thrifty.
Hate her.
Mix with the wrong people i.e all the hypocrites.
Consume 2 cup-noodles everyday for years.
Hate sports.
Act like a total biatch/unfriendly.

To wrap things up. I tag...

Alyshia
Swan (Wakakaka!)
Xien
Pris
Lynn

Blog just for the sake of blogging.

2009-02-28T00:43:00.002+08:00

Hello again. First of all, my eyes are closing and squinting as I write this entry down. I am very very tired, people.

I would just like to say that today wasn't really an exciting day. Went to Vincent's place a while earlier. Maybe going to makan crabs tomorrow somewhere near Chyuan's house.

Oh well, just admit it, this entry lacks life man. As I say, I blog just for the sake of blogging.

So ta da. See you guys again tomorrow. Yawn~

Monthly test's over. Ah, so?

2009-02-26T20:11:00.004+08:00

Just finished the ultra-annoying Ujian Setara 1! Sejarah was great, I took time reading it in my Add Math tuition yesterday. But Chemistry and Add Math? Bye bye. Totally given up on them both liao.

Oh my gawd. I love my new skin tone. Alot. I like orange skin color actually. Still remembered there was this half-Scot girl from Dato who got really really nice complexion. Orangey wonders. So much for the skin, my pimples sprout out like mushrooms. One popped out on my nose when I was doing my exam! Hurts badly when my spec ter-gores on it. Feel like squishing it sia.

And wtf at my bro and me. We went to Pizza Hut again today(had them too yesterday) and ordered a feast man. Can't finish in the end. I can't finish my lasagna and he can't finish his ~~balls~~ meatballs. Thanks to the cheese craving, Trev.

p/s : WTF, I'm in love with Lily Allen's new song.

2009-02-23T18:49:00.000+08:00

As promised, group pikcha.

Camp TEAMBUILDING.

2009-02-23T13:51:00.026+08:00

Hello friends, I am back! Bolder and darker than ever. Only a word to describe the camp: awesomely fun. Uhh well, that's two but it really is a lot of fun. Camp should be like this rather than all ceramah one!

It was damn unlucky because a crazy Malay poh knocked The VIOS on the side on my way to school on Friday. So two furious boys came out and confronted the visibly shaken driver who never belajar undang one. OK-lah, we just try to menakut-nakutkan the woman who still refuse to admit she's at the wrong. She even reported to the police and said we knocked her. Wtfff?

Fortunately lah the police can see the damages on both cars and byebye loh her, dosa menipu tak henti-henti.

We got to school late albeit the bus wasn't there yet.

Happy people.

When we got out to the bus stand, we were greeted by a bus... with no air-cond. That's why we only need to pay so little lah! Then everyone started complaining how stuffy it was in the bus. The bus driver wasn't happy at all. We just tahan'ed loh. No choice.

We reached Segamat an hour and a half later, I think. I was sleeping. LOL. The place seems nice. Sorta like a hotel. But no, we're living on the facility's campsite. The tents are all pitched-up liao one.

That's our camp and me.

After all the briefings, we were allowed free time. Almost all the boys changed into shorts to go for some games. (The place offers tennis, football, bicycles, fishing, kayaking, softball and takraws, not that bad eh :D?)

Initially, we wanted to go for football one, but a group of adults got there first for their rugby training, so we had no choice but to opt for bicycles.

Posing with the bikes... without brakes.

Khoon and Trev. Look at their faces!

After dinner, we had the icebreaking session. We were divided into groups. Trev, Khoon, Doug and I were the only Form 5s boys there. We were lined according to grades. There are 10 groups so basically four of us will be drafted to 4 different groups. But horrrrr, these 3 backstabbers were in the same group lor. I don't even know how they can get into the same one. LOL.

My balloon. From the side, it looks like a pervert =.=

My group. Team Wallaa as suggested by Jemima, I think.

The first night was hell. Can't get a good sleep at all. The SAS guys are all nocturnal. They quieted down at 3am and at 5am, they are up to create more chaos.

Pak Rawi, the back of his t-shirt says "Kill all our enemy!" o.O

The first outdoor activity was the jungle trekking. Three checkpoints, and around 5km of woods to cover.

The first one started immediately in the hall. It was a crossword puzzle. This. Is. Where. My. Team. Stuck.

Seriously, my team was, if I'm not wrong the second last team to finished. I even heard the facilitators reporting that 2 teams were already over the second checkpoint. And by saying the second checkpoint, it's very very far away liao. So we all ran after we found the 13th word which ironically was the word all the other team couldn't find.

We caught up to the other teams but in the end, we settled for the last place also. LOL.

Wallaa got the last place : ( But still smile wide!

Flying fox was next. It was fun I guess. 'Nuff said :3

My group members forced me to shout ''Wallaa" all the way down.

Horse riding was after the flying fox. The poor horse was so tired you can see it panting and pulling it's legs behind him.

This part of the obstacle course seems to be an attraction. Doug dropped into the puddle of mud water.

My team members :)

Taking picture of Azliyana who is taking the picture of me.

A very happy crowd.

On our last day, we had "sungai asid". At first, I thought it's some funny river which is acidic around tebing tinggi. But it's a game.

Which involves....

Hugging each other...

...holding hands...

...and seducing from the back.

Closing ceremony after lunch.

I had no idea why Shin Yi and I were laughing like that. And my leg at an awkward angle. I donno why!

The SAS prefects.

Dividing our share of the reward.

The Wallaa-ians.

Very, very tired people.

So here's how the 3 days 2 nights camp was like. There's a whole lot more of pictures but it would take forever to upload them all!

P/S: Will upload the group picture with the Convent's girls later. Full size. Takes so long to upload it : (

It's nothing personal. It just didn't go our way.

2009-02-20T12:58:00.004+08:00

I'm in a chaotic dilemma right now. I've been nuked with words after words questioning my sincerity to it's very core.

I'll tell you. It's just me okay? I'm like that and so are the fifty-percent of the world. I need spaces, and time. Pushing me, forcing me inside out and robbing my way of life is such a major turn off. And... and, you're just the same.

I just like you, the way you was months ago. Definitely not now.

Camp.

2009-02-19T23:48:00.003+08:00

Buh bye. I'm going for a camp tomorrow which will stretch till Sunday. Here goes my weekend.

Initially, I felt all fired up for it but got "nua" liao. Four Form 5s and a whole bunch of freaking kids. *Diefaint* Don't even know where we're going to stay, don't even care lor them. Siao gina.

Hope there's a proper bathroom : (

Tagged by Alyshia.

2009-02-10T17:37:00.002+08:00

1. What's your favorite colour? Orange

2. Who was the last person you said 'love you' to? No one.

3. What dessert did you eat just now? PowerBar. Wonder if it's dessert.

4. What movie did you watch recently? Lord of the Rings: The Two Towers.

5. Suggest a person with a name that starts with a 'Z' .Zerga. lol.

6. A person with a name that starts with a 'T'. Tan Wei Xian

7. Who annoyed you recently? Malay squash opponents.

8. Are you engaged? No.
9. Suggest a person that goes through your mind when the following words are listed :

a) Cute - I don't know.

b) Fun - Douglas
c) Independent - Not sure :S
d) Charming - A prince
e) Formal - James Bond
f) Frank - Tristan
g) Hot - Katy Perry
h) Sweet - Honey
i) Bubbly - Lynn

j) Stubborn - Alyshia

10. What did you do the previous afternoon? At Khoon's house.

11. Who are you thinking of now? Nobody.

12. Do you want to change any part of you? If yes, which part? Nose. Plastic surgery a must.

13. What was the last thing that you bought? A can of isotonic drink.

14. If you were an animal, which animal would you be? Chimp.

15. What is the colour of your eyes? Black.

16. What is your most memorable experience? I forgot.

17. Why? Cos I forgot lah.

18. If you can become a mythlogical creature, what would it be? I dunno... lion lor...

19. If you can have any power in the world, which would you choose? Stop time.

20. The first phrase that comes to your mind : "Argh, wtf?"

Pissed and tired.

2009-02-09T23:56:00.005+08:00

Hello again.

Today wasn't a wonderful day at all. Kesemua ahli-ahli Kelab Interact are supposed to gather at Khoon's house to finish up the packaging. Tetapi saya adalah amat pissed kat all of them loh. Bukan sahaja the president went back early, the vice president pulak asyik buat bodoh there and do shit. To think mereka berdua masih insist on us going and always instilling "discipline'' in us yet displayed such a poor example.

Spent almost half the day there and still not habis-habis pack-kan the things. So Khoon, Trev, Doug and I had to sacrificed ourselves to make up for the missing members. We were bored so we went into Khoon's study room which was manifested by swarms of mosquitoes! It was the most mosquito-laden place I've ever seen. All of us were like "Okay Khoon, find us bats (electric bat) and we will clear the mosquitoes up". Then he go get himself 4 bats in which we electrocute our way in the room. Result - total annihilation of the pest.

So it wasn't all that boring : )

p/s - I lost my blue paper in the shape of heart made by Antonina for me in Aus : ( Shit.

My mind is boggling.

2009-02-09T01:40:00.002+08:00

I spent more than my allowance this week. So, I'm broke once again. All because of the kids from my school.

What supposedly to be a limteh after squash turned into a horrible nightmare for us. They are like freaking on a puberty high. They kept eating and eating and eating and still don't get enough of it. Just because one kept pestering and another one for being Adelaide's little brother. I'll remember them for ripping a hole in my pocket at the warong.

Went to CC and met Soh, one of my senior few years back who got visibly chubbier and still childish. We had rounds of L4D though the PCs keep crashing non-stop.

Going to Khoon's house tomorrow to pack those gifts. What a waste of time and powerbar on Tuesday!

I hate myself today, and it will haunt me for the rest of the days.

2009-02-05T23:48:00.006+08:00

I saw an old man falling from his motorbike today. He was a junk collector slash karang guni.

He was old, fragile and most of all, a really poor man. And I saw him fell. He didn't notice the pothole and fell into the drain, with his motorbike full of heavy items crushing on him. He barely had the strength to carry up his bike and in his condition, seems impossible to save himself. And I saw him trying to push away his bike.

I hesitated. I see him struggling for seconds before I ran to him. Why the fuck did I hesitated? I feel so disgusted with myself. I couldn't snap out of the slight petrification. He reminded me of my uncle who took so much care of me. Who loves me as much as his own sons. Who still do now.

I. Really. Hate. Myself.

Although he sustains no serious injuries, I had a suspicion that he was lying and just trying not to be a burden. I felt like crying after that and of course, felt bad I didn't help him straightaway.

Please if there is God. Hear my plight.

Hello world. Hello reality.

2009-02-03T16:46:00.009+08:00

Reality bit-by-bit. (Inspired from my cousin's blog :3)

The teachers today screw me so hard I felt like blowing up the goddamn school. My hair got commented (again). Like seriously, I cut my hair thrice in these two goddamn weeks and you want me to burn a hole in my pocket? Some teachers are really full of bullshit when they said my hair is OKAY and then say it's still long the next week. Cowdung or not them?

I wasn't expecting another teacher to be such a barbarian either. She literally punched me so fucking hard on my arm it fucking leave a bruise there. Friendly jot my foot. I didn't photostat and paste only mah, need to resort to violence meh? Retarded lah these teachers nowadays.

Also went for lunch with friends when some shitty Malay driver cut our lane. That's when we accidentally (but happily) knocked on his Waja's rear, leaving a permanent white paint-job on the bumper. I go "yata"! Vincent wasn't excited though, he reported it to ngaha ngahuh lah of course :D

I bring luck okay, not these misfortunes :3

A midnight entry.

2009-02-01T23:45:00.009+08:00

Today marks the end of yet another holiday in Malaysia (FYI, Malaysia has a ridiculously high amount of holidays compare to other countries). Here comes the never ending workload and tuitions' rush. Not to forget the impending squash tournament this Wednesday. And I barely train for the last 3 months, having only went for practices for four miserable times.

So here I am, on my bed with the laptop writing about the murky future, drawing an imaginary arts in wonderment. Do I really have to lay myself down to sleep thinking believing that tomorrow will be a better day? I can live with that :)

I've taken a liking to this song by Enrique Iglesias too, not one of my favorite singer but still the lyrics of the song is giving me the crack. I'm lazy to put up the song so just go to Weixien's for it. "Somebody hopes someday you will see". Humming humming :>

Will you remember me :D

The world is a confusing little sphere.

2009-02-01T11:50:00.004+08:00

I turned in last night moaning about how short the holiday was. I was lamenting on tomorrow's Sunday, the last day of the week. I got up today and looked for my phone-cum-clock.

It shows 31st of January... and a SAT beside. Saturday? SATURDAY? I went f*****g yeah! Then I so happy happy thinking there's tomorrow what, homework can wait. Procrastination at it's best.

When I switched on the laptop, I scanned my little eyes to the right hand corner side of the screen. "11.53 AM Sunnn...".

...

. . . .

. . . . . .

I'm broke. I'll just wait for CNY!

2009-01-21T23:25:00.004+08:00

Yeah, I'm undeniably broke. Pathetically so. I think I should start saving and cutting on buying junks. I could get something when I feel like buying it but always ended up putting it aside and not even using it for once.

Acting cool. The blue and red shirts are our school Interact's T-shirts.

Ugly. Now I can say "Hey guys, look at us, we're the Wonderclowns

from SASwonderland".

Putting that aside, I submitted a picture of the bushes burning behind my house yesterday to The Star. I didn't won though. But still it got posted up in the paper today : P As in 21st January 2009.

You can see it here.

The shy pig.

Had our first bout of exams today. Wasn't awesome. I can barely answer a question. Lol. Apart from Chinese (which I didn't take), the rest was disastrous. I repeated my answers again and again in my Moral, simply scribbling and drawing in my Math and screwed my Bahasa.

I daresay I actually forgot about everything on Form 4. Back to studying then =S

All the cousins.

Iphone. My aunt's. It is stunning of course.

Going to change my chemistry tuition too. The current one is my headmaster's so basically he is teaching the same thing in school and the centre therefore it's a repetition.

The new one is close to my mum's dancing place so it will be easier for her to arrange her time.

It will be Mr/Mrs. Ooi. I have no idea of it.

My new phone. She's such a sexy thang.

More papers tomorrow, so toodle for now.

Tagged by Liaammm(ness).

2009-01-17T21:05:00.009+08:00

Something Else About You

When was the last time you woke up in the middle of the night?: Last night.
Do you ever just watch the candles burn when it's dark?: Never.
What is getting on your nerves lately?: School.
Do you know how to deal with it?: Yes.
Do you ever just look up at the stars with a crystal clear mind?: Always :P
How's your heart?: Still pumping and kicking.
How's your body?: Never better than this.
Have you ever survived a night without sleep?: Yeap.
Do you write? (Songs, poems ect..): When the inspiration flew by, yes.
Any guilty-pleasures?: Chocolates.
Ever found love?: Aye.
Can you talk to someone special all through the night?: (:
Do you believe humans are capable of loving the same sex?: Yeap.
How easily do you see the bad in people?: Blindingly easily.
What gets you through hard times?: Myself.
Are you obsessed about your exterior?: Most of the time.
Could you carry on a political debate on poverty?: YES!
How long do you sleep in on Saturdays?: 7-8 hours.
Why are you doing this survey?: Tagged.
Do you ever delete phone numbers out of anger?: Never. At most only put some trashy words into their contact's name. " **** blahblah calling ".
Ever been close to dying?: Nope.
Where is your favorite place in the world?: The beach.
How is your vocabulary?: Very very limited.
Ever sung infront of a crowd? If yes, what was rushing through your mind?: "Oh no, I forgot the lyrics..."
If you could change your name, would you?: No, I love my name a lot.
Your thoughts on racism?: Never ever should even existed.
Do you concider yourself to be sophisticated?: Semi.
One word to describe your life?: Full of rainbows, and a bit psychedelic.
Do you use alot of time on yourself?: Nu.
What did you think of this survey?: Uh-uh =D

Tagging -

1) Weixien. If internet's up.

2) Priscy the b*tchyb*tch.

3) Swan.

4) The so-very-kaya KahYan.

5) Beilynn, if shes doing another one this week. LOL.

Of Sunny Yee & coincidence.

2009-01-11T22:31:00.004+08:00

Jetted north to our friendly Kuala Lumpur for the Star Education Fair today; and to think my dad still complain about us being slow and late but we reached there an hour earlier than we expected so we had no choice but to wander around the many unopened shops.

Hello Mr. Sunny.

The talk was unstimulating to say the least. It's not really on how we or what we should do to score, but rather a more realistic approach of the techniques to study efficiently. He covered much about the Physic part and Addmath was basically non-existent. Only 5 minutes were given into Addmath's part, mostly craps and bulls.

Thanks for the magnificent talk and also taking up an hour of my time, Sunny!

Headed to the central part after that and meet up with my parents. By now, a huge crowd was zig-zagging through the place hogging up all the clothes and misc. because of the C.N.Y's sales. My brother goes "Oh, till now, 3 peoples have already stepped on my foot". That's Malaysians for you! Boleh, boleh!

Took my mum to Kinokuniya to get her heroin-like novels.

That is where I saw Sofiah and Zarith! My eyes literally go nuts and could not comprehend anything for 5 millisecs. Rindunya. Actually, to be honest, I was lost for words when I met them. I go "Uh... you all...uhh... kamu ni buat apa di sini".

They were there for Sunny too! Of all places and time. Our awkwardness was quickly ended when Sofiah cut us off halfway. Phew! We could talk about everything under the sun when we were together the last time but here, uneasiness easily overrule us. Miss them hell lot : (

& here how's my Sunday is like. Toodle.

With much love.

Of my baby & kendama.

2009-01-10T23:26:00.014+08:00

There goes my N73.

She's just hitting 2-year-old and I sold her off :( She's been a tough kid (read: able to take in helluva abuses after abuses before going to the phonespital), a precious companion and most importantly something I wouldn't give away IF I could.

I'm so sorry, honey :<

She's been my birthday present, my comfort when I'm sad and she's a living thing in my heart =D

She's hasty, heavy and bulky. She's my baby. You helped me when I'm lost, saved me when I'm bored, gave me a life when I needed it. Thank you for everything!

Christmas present for my bro. Terrorbunny. He's been complaining of wristpain.

I've ordered the new Nokia 5800 released a week ago(if I am not wrong), it is short of one N but has 2 more digits. It's touchscreen so I'm not sure whether I could get use to it. I've been using keypads ever since like... the first phone I bought.

At Aly's house. Wee Chyuan's and Rong's new pride.

So it seems I won't be getting the Japanese phone now considering how limited the functions are here in Malaysia. But I still like how they look. Yes, I goes for the look =O

* * *

Yay, got my kendama!

Got Doug to get one for me when he was in Japan and it cost a staggering RM30 just for this one little devil. It's for kids, obviously, but it's seriously addicting once you start pummeling it at yourself. No joke. I could play it straight for an hour without getting bored! But it's repetitive : (

This one is butt-ugly and fat but cute at the same time.

The first day of Form 5.

2009-01-05T20:15:00.004+08:00

This would be the first time I got up really early and my mum don't have to imitate Michael Schumacher every morning.

I slept really late last night as some cicak or I-don't-know-what unknown creatures making love in the attic and made those really annoying sound. My brain can't even get some decent rest.

Our new headmaster came! It was none other than Mr. Goh, friend's dad, and Chem tuition teacher. Greaat. There's a few new teachers as well, one who will be teaching us Math. One thing I notice is how the school changes our Math teacher every year, twice giving us teachers who could not even calculate.

Our new Math teacher who got transferred here from an all-girls school which to his delight, "I was fortunate to get a transfer to boys' school... finally", to my horror, and some who understood what he meant, especially Aingaran. But a bubbly guy, I would say.

Pn. Tan gave us papers on Putera Gunung Tahan which revolve around these two angmoh who, unlucky enough, got their Malay helpers died one after another. Then their stupidity kicks in, one got captured by the Sakai and was made their leader or sort. I think he died falling from a tree while trying to play tag with this Sakai woman. The other angmoh met PGT. The prince would eventually steal this angmoh's woman. *lol*

p/s: oh i got tagged by blynn. :3

The haircut and & unwanted.

2009-01-03T13:02:00.006+08:00

Misfortune first strike me this morning when I was going into the bathroom.

I tripped and fell head first. Almost smashing my head into the hard solid floor. Remember how Jessica Stam fell on the runway and hit her head and still managed to looked cute after that? I think that's what happen to me but minus the cuteness and a bruise.

I was like bloody wet floor, scumbag! With a lot of equal dot equal.

I still lub you, lovely. Bengkak head or not.

Again this morning was hell. I wasn't able to get much sleep becausseeee the cleaner came abruptly and sorta like push her way into my room and purposely make those unneeded noises loh. Like sweeping the floor and hitting on objects, making me really ''fan''.

I feel like jumping out of my bed and bully her. I so bloody having a bad night okay! And nerves all haven't connect thus explaining my enraged behavior.

* * *

Got my haircut yesterday. Now I look wonderfully guai. Why do I say I'm guai every time I got a haircut?

Because I am guai la! Duh. Bah. Lah.

Happy New Year 2009!

2009-01-01T00:00:00.002+08:00

I would like to wish everyone a great new year : )

May all your dreams come true and kick some rear's end!

The surreal moment. Countdown.

2008-12-31T16:13:00.006+08:00

I feel the wind of a brand new year tingling on my skin. I felt the wind of change coming my way. I wish I could relish this dreamlike hours where all I could do is to watch and smile. I want to be alone during this time and tell you my secrets. Come now and I will tell you everything.

Ushering the new year. Forgetting the past. Be prepared. I'll be there (:

1 hours 20 minutes to go =D

With much love.

The last day of 2008.

2008-12-31T00:19:00.012+08:00

What would I do today? A revelation?

It's like, the last 24 hours of two-oh-oh-eight? In a nick of an eye, the form 4 year flashed through like a speeding train. I went into sleep for the past days reminiscing about all the stuff I did and the things I did not, should have and weren't supposed to.

There are tons of mistakes and pain I've caused but I just couldn't voice it out to you. Not because I'm being reticent, on the other hand it is all due to my lack of courage and words to properly convey my thoughts. Ultimately, I let slip of what should have been and could have been a precious moments together.

Although there are many matters I wish I can share with you but it's no longer of importance anymore. You still take my breath away. I will remember that.

I wished I study more. I wished I wasn't lazy like I have been this year. I don't want to let my parents down and being upset of myself for being stupid all these while. I'm no Einstein but I always believe that being keen on something would eventually pay off, well eventually. "Study hard, play harder!"

I'm also going to steer clear of people who regard the others as just another dumb-shitted puppet. Made use of, and thrown when it's worn. I can't stress enough on this because I really am such a griefer on this subject. They deserve to be used themselves and rot in hell. So from here and now, I would like to say be friends or be it not, it's up to you. I don't freaking give a damn on trying so hard to maintain this kind of friendships anymore. It's not even fair imo.

When I was little, I am just another shy typical bespectacled boy who don't talk much and seldom mingle around. The question is whyyyy? Simple. 'Cuz I don't like to talk. I think it's a total waste of saliva and time. This would eventually took me to secondary school where magically, I find joy in speaking my mind leading to my straightforwardness.

I regretted the life I spent during 3 years of my junior high. It's almost colourless and I felt like and inanimate zombie where all I could think is what would my lunch be today? I could have make a lot of friends and understand what I should had earlier and not in the later years which would condemned me to lead a relationship I wasn't even sure of. For what reason? Is it just to keep things to myself and only myself? Or because I couldn't put my feelings into words. The comments which echo my own sentiments were thrust onto me yet I couldn't do anything.

There are times where certain disorder got the better of me. This is not unknown to some degree of my friends who I have been in contact with since the starting of secondary school. I developed an unnecessary obsessive-compulsive disorder in which I crave for total cleanliness. Squeaky clean. Dirt-free. Bacteria-free. Whatever free that conjures in your mind. It all started in Standard Six. I began washing my hand more than frequently resulting in fear of touching the others even a bit. Or people brushing into me, I would run to the nearest tap and wash it off. Kinda silly isn't it? This doesn't get worse. As a year past, it got a lot more annoying. I fear touching my school bag and anything that comes back from the school. I've no idea it could get this far. This problem caused me to forgo my homework and assignment as I felt tainted if I land a finger on my text books. And before long, people began calling me a racist because I tend to avoid people in school especially of the other races. I would shower at least five times a day and stay lifeless once I'm back from the school. I think this has caused me to deteriorate both in my studies and a severe disruption on my daily-social life. I managed to curb it if not a total cure after gaining some maturity and guts. I felt a whole lot finer and sunny now. *smiles*

Equally important is how I met you. I wouldn't have known you'll be the love of my life. With every twisted chapters of feelings written but despite all that is penned down, I still couldn't find a page where we would stand together, hand in hand, heart to heart. Would we ever be on the same paper again? I heart you. I really heart you.

Thanks for hearing me out... I don't want to bring this into two-zero-zero-nine myself. It will be cumbersome.

Although I might have digressed a little but all are equivalent in significance, friends : )

"Don't hate me for who I am. Hate me who I was". - :)

With much love.

Pictures away. Enter photography.

2008-12-29T02:11:00.007+08:00

I've been so in love with taking pictures when I got my first camera, digital that is.

Ever since then, I've dabbling into refining photography both as a hobby and a way to retain memories in pictures.

It's kinda pointless now though but I believe it's one of men's best invention : D Without cameras, I wouldn't know how camwhores could survive. Well, there's cams, that's why there is whores. And whores, cams. I think. Doesn't really matter.

As long as people fully embrace this piece of art, I would be more than happy.

I think it's a social norm that some of the more "older generations" tend to see teens nowadays taking pictures twenty-four seven as weird and inappropriate, but some parents are beginning to accept or even fully immerse themselves into their children's interest which I think is cool.

Like for example, while I was in Singapore a few days ago, I decided to snap some shots of the places and people in the mall, but to my surprise, an old uncle came to me and tried to confiscate my camera just because he thinks I'm "taking up-skirt pictures''.

Don't blame me okay, uncle! It's not my fault your countrymen are a little pervs but I'm absolutely not interested in arguing. Luckily some chap came and told the dim-witted uncle off.

Does this mean that taking pictures and possessing a camera is a crime? And is instantly labelled as slightly off in the brain. I can't say much on this matter though since it's my experience and a first. I guess this is how some old shitty guy victimize on kids.

Eww. I think I'm off the topic.

Anyway, what do you think of the perfect photography?

Traversing Singapore.

2008-12-27T23:48:00.007+08:00

Less talk, more pikchas.

Macam bulan dipagari bintang... Whut?

Suntec's Fountain of ~~Youth~~ ohcrap, I forgot.

Singapore's answer to the Lowyat.

Orchard.

Okay, actually not many pictures. Just few I really want to show-off. :3

2008-12-25T15:08:00.002+08:00

I'll miss Boxing Day. I'll miss the sales.

Damn.

Day Two, Three & Merry Christmas!

2008-12-25T01:23:00.008+08:00

22nd December 2008, Monday.

Got up at ten in the morning today. Chris took me directly to Bugis.

And he goes "Ok-lah, you can go down now".

"Har?"

"Reach liao lah".

Uh-huh... now I'm left all alone there without knowing where the mall is. But lucky, saw many many people storming into Bugis Junction, one of the many shopping place. So I just followed them :D

Went into Topman at first and tengok tengok. Nothing special.

Then this lonely Muarian walked around the almost-crowded mall and he keep walking and walking and walking. Before he decided to use his trump card. Panggil Ah Bin.

"Wait, I eating now!!''

Then I wait and wait and wait. Before this $#^#$& sms'd and asked me to meet him outside.

Bugis Street is nice, considering the goods are kind of cheap and the store owners are mostly prostitute-like girls. Okay, forget the last part, but still it's heaven for shoppers!

And we actually spent 8 hours walking the same mall updowninout till my legs gave in.

Oh, I saw Jeanette Aw too. She was with this friend. She's quite tall and very, very stunning. Celeb what, always look camera-ready.

After the shopping spree, we parted ways where I took the MRT to Ang Mo Kio and Bin to Pasir Ris. I really like Singapore's public transportation lah, damn canggih and easy. But not cheap, spent RM25 a day just topping-up the card.

Next stop was the Night Safari. My bro's friend came along too. The show was okay, I guess. Although not worth the hype. It ended before it even started. The walk was excruciating. The place is actually very huge. The trails are dark and bothersome too as in it really did bothers me.

MRT back to Sengkang and goodbye for now.

23rd December 2008, Tuesday.

Like usual, MRT all the way to Sengkang to meet my taiko. Supposed to go Sentosa today but his friend stopped us.

Lol.

So we settled for Orchard instead. This year's theme is candy I think. Not really as nice as last year taking into account the financial loom. The Louis Vuitton store was damn full. Dunno why lah many people want to come at the same day.

Oh! I think Kenny Sia was there too! He got a picture of the LV queue which was exactly like what I saw! Almost met him. Haiyar. What a waste.

Didn't really buy anything here.

Suntec City was next. There's a gigantic fountain here with colourful laser display. The first few minutes where the water was gushing out is the best. The rest was repetitious.

24th December 2008, Wednesday.

Bugis Junction again to do my last minute shopping. Some TopM and my godbro got me iPod acc. for Xmas. S$133, could have gone to better uses : (

Going through custom was hell. The endless jam was enough to murder a person physically and emotionally. I slept through the whole 2 hours and we barely butch from the same spot. Screw it.

25th December 2008, Thurday. Today.

& Merry Christmas, friends! : ) Looking forward to seeing you guys again.

My perception towards life, has changed once again. Love it. Love you.

The first day in Singapore.

2008-12-22T00:13:00.006+08:00

The customs were alright I guess, no hustle bustle. My cousin came along with us too.

We waited at one of the MRT station which I has no idea what it is called for my taiko's friends.

Then we're greeted by this lanky guy and his wife : D

Both of them are really funny despite like them being married and being parents and stuff. The wife issss so Muarian. The way she speaks, her everything. And the hubby is one of the funniest guy. They are so open-minded couple.

Went to CompassPoint mall too. I don't really know what it is called. Ate at Sakae and then my cousin came to take me for dinner at a hawker centre named Chomp Chomp at Serangoon Garden.

Quite okay but the fact that the family sitting next to us is like... a real gangster? The teenage son got like freaking tatts on his body and the mum got them too. 'Cept the dad and the other son. I knew they would get into a fight, and see. They did. With one of the Indian cleaner there. They like... took him to a dark place and I think they beat the crap out of the guy.

Got back to my cousin's place after dinner.

I went "Wowwwwwww", when I first get into the crib. Stunning tau. Got a huge christmas tree too. Genuine one as well. The lighting and kitchen is so western-style. I like. Sigh, but he gave his Xbox away. I wanna play Halo : (!

Ciao for now. Going to get some sleep :3 going Bugis Suntec City and the zoo tomorrow.

Let us make a scene.

2008-12-20T22:29:00.011+08:00

Oooh yeee, ooooh yeeee.

Singapore tomorrow. But the luggage is still there empty squeaking "... fill me, fill me!".

MsN :3

I've got 2 friends from Thailand, 1 Swedish, an Irish and an Indian from Hong Kong, 2 Aussies, and a Viet, oh couple from Japan : D

Made tang yuan today, because dad forced us to. We're not here tomorrow, that's why. I made some cute capsules-like and lots of sweet RBC-shaped. Cuteee. Shiok dimakan also.

Eee, so sleepy. But haven't pack. Slept for freaking two hours yesterday and not even a nap this afternoon.

Toodle-o, beautiful friends.

I love you so much that
I want to steal you away,
yet surround you with
my arms tenderly.

I love you so much
I want to ruin you.
I just want to wreck you,
beyond anything.

Life is what? You tell me la.

2008-12-20T01:00:00.009+08:00

Before I start clarifying bout my lack of blogging, I want to complain bout something one ah.

Why was I born in Muar? Okay, that's one of the reason for the long absence. Why, tell me why?!

Spending days in Muar is no reasons to blog about, it's mundane and terribly lame. And lame is lame, just really lifeless.

Everyone is living the ever monotonous life without wishing to achieve something better.

FREAKING SHITZZ LURRRSZZZ!!!!!1!!!!11!

Oh, caught an episode of the Australia's NTM's finale. I think it was damn pageant-like lor, the ending. 'Sides, Demelza was just 16 when she won and she looks smoking hot. I thought the models are just amazing, much better than America's. I don't know, maybe I particularly shows favoritism towards Aussie's model and ah and ah, Gemma Ward.
My tai lou's coming back today so had to vacant room for him thus me spending the night in bro's room which bizarrely the only place in the house I could not connect to the MSN.
Supposed to go for minum teh session with the gang but ultimately being cancelled due to lack of gang members.
Going to the orthodontist tomorrow first thing in the morning. Rawr.

Weh, guys. Go out tomorrow lah. Haven't got updates of you lot like weeks.

Now, life is what?

You tell me la.

Legoland.

2008-12-15T18:34:00.004+08:00

Someone had this idea of creating a Legoland Theme Park in Malaysia leh. Somemore in Johor. What the freak. Johor you know.

If you have no idea what a Lego is, click to find out ; P It's like the PS3 for kids. I guess.

Beanie babies and the insomniac juvenile.

2008-12-12T05:01:00.005+08:00

I've got no life. I'm online dead in the early morning and it isn't the first nor the last. And beanie babies are cute. Like really cute, I just realized.

I've absolutely no idea what I'm doing besides not sleeping. ''....nocturnal" someone said. Maybe. Just maybe.

I can say hi to Yanny at 5a.m. I can blog about nothing at 5a.m. The only thing I can't do is say goodnight, because it's 5a.m and everyone knows 5a.m is not night anymore.

And still, beanie babies are the cutest plush, period. Get me better one and I'll change my mind. Penguin, puppy, or turtle. I heart them all.

Leave me a gun, so I can sleep today. Clueless with a bonk to the head.

Crappy wishes.

2008-12-09T01:05:00.012+08:00

Why oh god why? Why art thee o God so cruel & nefarious?

My hope of spending a well-deserved Christmas was dashed with just a brief talk with my cousin yesterday! Apparently, he refused to spend yet another X-Mas in Singapore and wants to do it in Kuala Lumpur. I thought can spend some time with him in Singapore... it's supposed to be merrier there right?

Now what? All my christmasy plans gone disarray. Sakit kepala betul.

If God is merciless towards me, then I wish Santa is the opposite. Santa you the best, please don't fail me like the rest!

I still do want to spend this 25th uber nicely.
I wish for a SLR, it's exceptionally awesome.
I wish for a new handphone, the bigger the better.
I wish for a new pair of sneakers 'cos mine are wearing off soon.

Spending the December away.

2008-12-04T18:56:00.006+08:00

Weee, if all is going smoothly, I might be jetting south to our friendly neighbor Singapore for the Christmas. So much better than rotting in Muar. Rendezvous with some friends there :P *sniffsniff*

Lots of them in Singapore now.

Badminton yesterday was gay. My ankle got raped updown inout. Twice somemore. Screamed like a girl on the second one. Then the gang looked at me and was like =.=!!

It's effing pain OKAY! Like really kena rogol one, not that I know how it feels.

So my dad called a traditional masseur to fix me up.

Give me lots of man-gasm and moaning and ooh-ing and the common ahh-ing. But weh, he managed to fix it albeit it is still lebam right now.

Understanding.

2008-12-04T01:10:00.013+08:00

We promised not to shed another tear, but here I am,

Weeping already, not for you, but me.

So fly, fly away. Fade, fade dejectedly.

I don't know what will tomorrow brings,

But one thing's for sure,

You will always be the one I ever truly care.

What's left for the holiday?

2008-12-03T19:18:00.010+08:00

Ish, ish and ish. I can't brush off this feeling... You know la, this kinda feelfeel, like veli tulan one. Like want to tidur for a year one. Sigh. I don't know how to say la, beyond description.

So in short, I'm beginning to feel the mounting pressure on the coming year. SPM. Studies. Homework. Or what? What if I am the lucky one and kena pilih'ed for the crappy National Service? I can't survive three months there. My situation isn't like her.

Orhwell, don't want this dreadful thoughts to blacken my colorful holi.

Kiddies' bags are VERY unique nowadays.

One sin o.O

Worse ; (

What a contrast : (

Taiwan's Coca-Cola. Cock-a-Cock-la?

Taiwan Part I.

2008-12-01T11:59:00.008+08:00

Alright! Telling myself to stop any further procrastination and start blogging about my trip to Taiwan a week ago.

To kick things off, Taiwan IS a damn place to visit if you want to minimize the enjoyment of your holiday. The place is void of civilization most of the time. The tourism ministry especially love to recommend you their mountains and of course the indigenous people and its culture.

But there's a good side to it as well : D Macam the flea market. Totally rocking. Very nice stuff for a dirt cheap price. That is if you could traverse the whole pasar malam to look for them. Definitely the best place to shop.

China Airline. It haaaaaas a mirror, for camwhores...

...and songs in a playlist!

The stadium in Taipei. Blur. Taken in a speeding car.

My dad's boss took us to a seafood restaurant in the town. Look nice, taste not. Api cantik only.

At the Hero's Memorial Hall's gate. It's damn humongous okay!

Yehliu's Geopark where all the funny funny rock formations are, akibat of the flowing water.

My mum, me, Trev and Dad. LMAO, all posing.

Okay, continue with the rest soon! Till then. Au revoir.

Another reason to start anew.

2008-11-30T19:57:00.005+08:00

So basically, creating a new blog from scratch means no more profanities, vulgarities or whateverities you can imagine.

I'm not used to being all sopan-ish but if you know me, I do sometime speaks the negative usage of words. Well, honestly, most of the time. But I'm trying to tone down okay! It's not easy like you think it is hor. I don't want to change my way to impress the others but at times, some sacrifice must be made =(

To being occasionally bombarded with questions on creating a new one again, and again, the best way is to explain myself : D

I definitely don't want my dad to give me a karate chop if he reads it.

The past week.

2008-11-29T21:36:00.012+08:00

To compensate for the absence of a week from blogging, here's a summary.

Went to Lalaland.

Got my heel knocked over by my brother 'cos he's being naughty with the trolley.

Banked my first cheque.

Met Gary Chaw.

In case you didn't know, I don't really care about taking pictures with celebrities but I kinda like him because he's such a humble guy. And he sure can sing way better than alot of those fake singers out there.

I'll start posting some pictures and events from my Taiwan trip tomorrow.

p/s - bloody sorethroat and flu =X

All shiny and new.

2008-11-29T18:06:00.007+08:00

Yeah. I know what you gonna say. New address again?

Well duh, the old one seems so bad I can swear it's almost lame of me to even put up with that for weeks.

You can still read my old entries though, if you want. Just drop me a mail @ tristank92@hotmail.com to be invited. Thanks : )