I used to...

Hey there. I know this is just another random entry because I'm bored. Apart from the sien Physic tuition this morning, which I can proudly says that I was not late there today! Bangga.

Anyway, to spice the almost-plain entry up, let us play "I used to...''. 

OK-lah, to kick things, I used to...

1. Think that boys drooling over cars are uncool. 
2. Speak mandarin to my mum. Which is just weird when I think back.
3. Be introverted. What a contrast, you might say.
4. Have a crush on Swan. That was years ago back in primary!! Don't kill me, ST&S!
5. Dressed like nobody-cares-you. 
6. Think I would be a policeman when I grow up.
7. Create words and lashing them out at my friends and looking at their bewildered face.
8. Think that money can solve everything. Obviously, it couldn't lah =.=
9. Fail at reciting A to Z. And spelling February as Febuary.
10. Be very thrifty.
11. Hate her.
12. Mix with the wrong people i.e all the hypocrites.
13. Consume 2 cup-noodles everyday for years.
14. Hate sports. 
15. Act like a total biatch/unfriendly.

To wrap things up. I tag...

1. Alyshia
2. Swan (Wakakaka!)
3. Xien
4. Pris
5. Lynn

Blog just for the sake of blogging.

Hello again. First of all, my eyes are closing and squinting as I write this entry down. I am very very tired, people. 

I would just like to say that today wasn't really an exciting day. Went to Vincent's place a while earlier. Maybe going to makan crabs tomorrow somewhere near Chyuan's house. 

Oh well, just admit it, this entry lacks life man. As I say, I blog just for the sake of blogging. 

So ta da. See you guys again tomorrow. Yawn~

Monthly test's over. Ah, so?

Just finished the ultra-annoying Ujian Setara 1! Sejarah was great, I took time reading it in my Add Math tuition yesterday. But Chemistry and Add Math? Bye bye. Totally given up on them both liao. 

Oh my gawd. I love my new skin tone. Alot. I like orange skin color actually. Still remembered there was this half-Scot girl from Dato who got really really nice complexion. Orangey wonders. So much for the skin, my pimples sprout out like mushrooms. One popped out on my nose when I was doing my exam! Hurts badly when my spec ter-gores on it. Feel like squishing it sia.

And wtf at my bro and me. We went to Pizza Hut again today(had them too yesterday) and ordered a feast man. Can't finish in the end. I can't finish my lasagna and he can't finish his balls meatballs. Thanks to the cheese craving, Trev.

p/s : WTF, I'm in love with Lily Allen's new song.

As promised, group pikcha.

Camp TEAMBUILDING.

Hello friends, I am back! Bolder and darker than ever. Only a word to describe the camp: awesomely fun. Uhh well, that's two but it really is a lot of fun. Camp should be like this rather than all ceramah one!

It was damn unlucky because a crazy Malay poh knocked The VIOS on the side on my way to school on Friday. So two furious boys came out and confronted the visibly shaken driver who never belajar undang one. OK-lah, we just try to menakut-nakutkan the woman who still refuse to admit she's at the wrong. She even reported to the police and said we knocked her. Wtfff?

Fortunately lah the police can see the damages on both cars and byebye loh her, dosa menipu tak henti-henti.

We got to school late albeit the bus wasn't there yet. 

Happy people.

When we got out to the bus stand, we were greeted by a bus... with no air-cond. That's why we only need  to pay so little lah! Then everyone started complaining how stuffy it was in the bus. The bus driver wasn't happy at all. We just tahan'ed loh. No choice.

We reached Segamat an hour and a half later, I think. I was sleeping. LOL. The place seems nice. Sorta like a hotel. But no, we're living on the facility's campsite. The tents are all pitched-up liao one.

That's our camp and me.

After all the briefings, we were allowed free time. Almost all the boys changed into shorts to go for some games. (The place offers tennis, football, bicycles, fishing, kayaking, softball and takraws, not that bad eh :D?)

Initially, we wanted to go for football one, but a group of adults got there first for their rugby training, so we had no choice but to opt for bicycles.

Posing with the bikes... without brakes.

Khoon and Trev. Look at their faces!

After dinner, we had the icebreaking session. We were divided into groups. Trev, Khoon, Doug and I were the only Form 5s boys there. We were lined according to grades. There are 10 groups so basically four of us will be drafted to 4 different groups. But horrrrr, these 3 backstabbers were in the same group lor. I don't even know how they can get into the same one. LOL.

My balloon. From the side, it looks like a pervert =.=

My group. Team Wallaa as suggested by Jemima, I think.

The first night was hell. Can't get a good sleep at all. The SAS guys are all nocturnal. They quieted down at 3am and at 5am, they are up to create more chaos. 

Pak Rawi, the back of his t-shirt says "Kill all our enemy!" o.O

The first outdoor activity was the jungle trekking. Three checkpoints, and around 5km of woods to cover.

The first one started immediately in the hall. It was a crossword puzzle. This. Is. Where. My. Team. Stuck.

Seriously, my team was, if I'm not wrong the second last team to finished. I even heard the facilitators reporting that 2 teams were already over the second checkpoint. And by saying the second checkpoint, it's very very far away liao. So we all ran after we found the 13th word which ironically was the word all the other team couldn't find. 

We caught up to the other teams but in the end, we settled for the last place also. LOL. 

Wallaa got the last place : ( But still smile wide!

Flying fox was next. It was fun I guess. 'Nuff said :3

My group members forced me to shout ''Wallaa" all the way down.

Horse riding was after the flying fox. The poor horse was so tired you can see it panting and pulling it's legs behind him.

This part of the obstacle course seems to be an attraction. Doug dropped into the puddle of mud water.

My team members :)

Taking picture of Azliyana who is taking the picture of me.

A very happy crowd.

On our last day, we had "sungai asid". At first, I thought it's some funny river which is acidic around tebing tinggi. But it's a game. 

Which involves....

Hugging each other...

...holding hands...

...and seducing from the back.

Closing ceremony after lunch.

I had no idea why Shin Yi and I were laughing like that. And my leg at an awkward angle. I donno why!

The SAS prefects.

Dividing our share of the reward.

The Wallaa-ians. 

Very, very tired people.

So here's how the 3 days 2 nights camp was like. There's a whole lot more of pictures but it would take forever to upload them all!

P/S: Will upload the group picture with the Convent's girls later. Full size. Takes so long to upload it : (

It's nothing personal. It just didn't go our way.

I'm in a chaotic dilemma right now. I've been nuked with words after words questioning my sincerity to it's very core. 

I'll tell you. It's just me okay? I'm like that and so are the fifty-percent of the world. I need spaces, and time. Pushing me, forcing me inside out and robbing my way of life is such a major turn off. And... and, you're just the same. 

I just like you, the way you was months ago. Definitely not now. 

Camp.

Buh bye. I'm going for a camp tomorrow which will stretch till Sunday. Here goes my weekend.

Initially, I felt all fired up for it but got "nua" liao. Four Form 5s and a whole bunch of freaking kids. *Diefaint*  Don't even know where we're going to stay, don't even care lor them. Siao gina.

Hope there's a proper bathroom : (

Tagged by Alyshia.

1. What's your favorite colour? Orange

2. Who was the last person you said 'love you' to? No one.

3. What dessert did you eat just now? PowerBar. Wonder if it's dessert.

4. What movie did you watch recently? Lord of the Rings: The Two Towers.

5. Suggest a person with a name that starts with a 'Z' .Zerga. lol.

6. A person with a name that starts with a 'T'. Tan Wei Xian

7. Who annoyed you recently? Malay squash opponents.

8. Are you engaged? No.
9. Suggest a person that goes through your mind when the following words are listed :

a) Cute - I don't know.

b) Fun - Douglas
c) Independent - Not sure :S
d) Charming - A prince
e) Formal - James Bond
f) Frank - Tristan
g) Hot - Katy Perry
h) Sweet - Honey
i) Bubbly - Lynn

j) Stubborn - Alyshia

10. What did you do the previous afternoon? At Khoon's house.

11. Who are you thinking of now? Nobody.

12. Do you want to change any part of you? If yes, which part? Nose. Plastic surgery a must.

13. What was the last thing that you bought? A can of isotonic drink.

14. If you were an animal, which animal would you be? Chimp.

15. What is the colour of your eyes? Black.

16. What is your most memorable experience?  I forgot.

17. Why? Cos I forgot lah.

18. If you can become a mythlogical creature, what would it be? I dunno... lion lor...

19. If you can have any power in the world, which would you choose? Stop time.

20. The first phrase that comes to your mind : "Argh, wtf?"

Pissed and tired.

Hello again.

Today wasn't a wonderful day at all. Kesemua ahli-ahli Kelab Interact are supposed to gather at Khoon's house to finish up the packaging. Tetapi saya adalah amat pissed kat all of them loh. Bukan sahaja the president went back early, the vice president pulak asyik buat bodoh there and do shit. To think mereka berdua masih insist on us going and always instilling "discipline'' in us yet displayed such a poor example.

Spent almost half the day there and still not habis-habis pack-kan the things. So Khoon, Trev, Doug and I had to sacrificed ourselves to make up for the missing members. We were bored so we went into Khoon's study room which was manifested by swarms of mosquitoes! It was the most mosquito-laden place I've ever seen. All of us were like "Okay Khoon, find us bats (electric bat) and we will clear the mosquitoes up". Then he go get himself 4 bats in which we electrocute our way in the room. Result - total annihilation of the pest. 

So it wasn't all that boring : )

p/s - I lost my blue paper in the shape of heart made by Antonina for me in Aus : ( Shit.

My mind is boggling.

I spent more than my allowance this week. So, I'm broke once again. All because of the kids from my school.

What supposedly to be a limteh after squash turned into a horrible nightmare for us. They are like freaking on a puberty high. They kept eating and eating and eating and still don't get enough of it. Just because one kept pestering and another one for being Adelaide's little brother. I'll remember them for ripping a hole in my pocket at the warong. 

Went to CC and met Soh, one of my senior few years back who got visibly chubbier and still childish. We had rounds of L4D though the PCs keep crashing non-stop. 

Going to Khoon's house tomorrow to pack those gifts. What a waste of time and powerbar on Tuesday! 

I hate myself today, and it will haunt me for the rest of the days.

I saw an old man falling from his motorbike today. He was a junk collector slash karang guni. 

He was old, fragile and most of all, a really poor man. And I saw him fell. He didn't notice the pothole and fell into the drain, with his motorbike full of heavy items crushing on him. He barely had the strength to carry up his bike and in his condition, seems impossible to save himself. And I saw him trying to push away his bike. 

I hesitated. I see him struggling for seconds before I ran to him. Why the fuck did I hesitated? I feel so disgusted with myself. I couldn't snap out of the slight petrification. He reminded me of my uncle who took so much care of me. Who loves me as much as his own sons. Who still do now. 

I. Really. Hate. Myself.

Although he sustains no serious injuries, I had a suspicion that he was lying and just trying not to be a burden. I felt like crying after that and of course, felt bad I didn't help him straightaway.

Please if there is God. Hear my plight. 

Hello world. Hello reality.

Reality bit-by-bit. (Inspired from my cousin's blog :3)

The teachers today screw me so hard I felt like blowing up the goddamn school. My hair got commented (again). Like seriously, I cut my hair thrice in these two goddamn weeks and you want me to burn a hole in my pocket? Some teachers are really full of bullshit when they said my hair is OKAY and then say it's still long the next week. Cowdung or not them? 

I wasn't expecting another teacher to be such a barbarian either. She literally punched me so fucking hard on my arm it fucking leave a bruise there. Friendly jot my foot. I didn't photostat and paste only mah, need to resort to violence meh? Retarded lah these teachers nowadays. 

Also went for lunch with friends when some shitty Malay driver cut our lane. That's when we accidentally (but happily) knocked on his Waja's rear, leaving a permanent white paint-job on the bumper. I go "yata"! Vincent wasn't excited though, he reported it to ngaha ngahuh lah of course :D

I bring luck okay, not these misfortunes :3 

A midnight entry.

Today marks the end of yet another holiday in Malaysia (FYI, Malaysia has a ridiculously high amount of holidays compare to other countries). Here comes the never ending workload and tuitions' rush. Not to forget the impending squash tournament this Wednesday. And I barely train for the last 3 months, having only went for practices for four miserable times.

So here I am, on my bed with the laptop writing about the murky future, drawing an imaginary arts in wonderment. Do I really have to lay myself down to sleep thinking believing that tomorrow will be a better day? I can live with that :)

I've taken a liking to this song by Enrique Iglesias too, not one of my favorite singer but still the lyrics of the song is giving me the crack. I'm lazy to put up the song so just go to Weixien's for it. "Somebody hopes someday you will see". Humming humming :>

Will you remember me :D

The world is a confusing little sphere.

I turned in last night moaning about how short the holiday was. I was lamenting on tomorrow's Sunday, the last day of the week. I got up today and looked for my phone-cum-clock.

It shows 31st of January... and a SAT beside. Saturday? SATURDAY? I went f*****g yeah! Then I so happy happy thinking there's tomorrow what, homework can wait. Procrastination at it's best.

When I switched on the laptop, I scanned my little eyes to the right hand corner side of the screen. "11.53 AM Sunnn...".

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